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The Ward
02:12
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I hear you stumbling around in the night
If you want it I have an extra light
Even though you took it you still tripped in your bed
And then I heard you used it to hide your meth instead
Is this the last time I’ll be here
I know this part of me won’t disappear
Hey it smells like smoke in the bathroom today
But can you please not freak out until I go away
Look now those guys are staring at me
Or maybe that’s just where their eyes happened to be
Is this the last time I’ll be here
I know this part of me won’t disappear
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2. |
ECT
03:04
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How are you today? have the harmful thoughts gone away?
I’m just gonna place, some stickers are your arms and legs
No need to worry, we’ve taken care of everything
Now you’ll feel a pinch, and can you please try to
Keep your eyes open, keep your eyes open
Try to keep your eyes open, please try to keep your eyes open
I don’t wanna go, the nurses always fuck with me
“Can you tell me the day?” they say, “Nice try, now put your phone away.”
Every time I sleep, it’s like tipping backwards in a chair
I die every time, So I guess it’s good I wanna
Keep my eyes open, Keep my eyes open
I wanna keep my eyes open, I guess it’s good I wanna keep my eyes open
I try to keep my eyes open, every day I try to keep my eyes open
I try to keep my eyes open, I guess it’s good I try to keep my eyes open
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3. |
Like Me
02:41
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Got some gas in a Gatorade bottle
Spray it out to refresh the grass
Prop a match on a box
Flick it off and watch it burn
I came they didn’t ask it, just to see if they would like it
I took my hands out of my pockets, and put the fire out with my jacket
Words spill from my mouth
I reach out to grab and eat them
Now I’m a target for the squad
I make plans not to sleep
I came they didn’t ask it, just to see if they would like it
I took my hands out of my pockets, and put the fire out with my jacket
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Memories
02:30
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At the time I didn’t mind that I wouldn’t remember this
Why should I care if the thoughts aren’t there? Then it was a bonus
If we are our memories, then I chose to live partially
Things come back periodically, but most are gone permanently
I have no way to reflect on whether my choice was correct
Are these thought that I avoid worse than feeling incomplete
If we are our memories, then I chose to live partially
Things come back periodically, but most are gone permanently
We are all just memories, we are all just memories
We are all just memories, who am I but my memories
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5. |
Hustle
02:08
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They say don’t go against the times, I have to go and get what’s mine
I have to make the people see, how else will I know what I can be?
You have to use your muscles, go out and hustle
Your back might buckle
I think instead I’ll stay in bed, my thoughts will stay inside my head
To me that doesn’t sound so bad, who really wants to hear me sad
You have to use your muscles, go out and hustle
Your back might buckle, go out and hustle
Go be in the bustle, go out and hustle
Put on your muzzle, go out and hustle
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6. |
Coming Back
01:41
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I know it’s there, somewhere lurking
But for now, the drugs are working
Can’t be too careful, gotta knock on wood
Cause it’s coming back, any moment it could
I can hear it, it’s in the distance
Far away but consistent
And I know it’s coming back
Have a good day, string a few together
Then I might feel, like this could last forever
But there’s and echo, a feeling in my throat
That I’m one bad day away from a ghost
I can hear it, it’s in the distance
Far away but consistent
And I know it’s coming back
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Control
02:35
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When you took me in, you missed my belt
It doesn’t matter though, I can use something else
I’m the only one who stops it, All you try it doesn’t do shit
If I want it, I’ll construct it, I’m the only one who stops it
Yeah these scissors are sharp, but they actually help
Without ‘em I’ll bite my fingers bloody, why not take my belt?
I’m the only one who stops it, All you try it doesn’t do shit
If I want it, I’ll construct it. I’m the only one who stops it
I’m the only one who stops it, All you try it doesn’t do shit
If I want it, I’ll construct it, I’m the only one who stops it
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What I Am
02:46
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I swear I watched that movie some time last year
But when I watched it then I didn’t cry a single tear
If I’m not sick am I complete?
Are the pills and zaps removing parts of me?
In my search for a remedy,
Am I creating a new version of me?
All I used to want to be was left alone
Now I cringe at the thought of being an office drone
If I’m not sick am I complete
Are the pills and zaps removing parts of me?
In my search for a remedy,
Am I creating a new version of me?
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Looking Good
02:08
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I try to please them all, then climb into the wall
Not hearing what they say, can you please just look away?
I’m not here, I’m not here
If you look away, I’m not here
What was that you said? It was in a book you read
I can’t say that I’ve heard of a single thing you’ve learned
I think I’m gonna leave, I need a small reprieve
From the constant testament to my bullshit intellect
I’m not here, I’m not here
If you look away, I’m not here
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10. |
An Ode
02:43
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It’s like you’re pulled from a panting, but he’s not listening
Something burrowed deep inside has brought a reckoning
He’s made a home like a transient
Next time he goes I hope it’s permanent
When it’s two of us alone he can muster up
Just enough to pass the time, to occupy the mind
He’s made a home like a transient
Next time he goes I hope it’s permanent
He’s made a home like a transient
Next time he goes I hope it’s permanent
I know that this is just a desperate wish
I’d like him to stay, if only for a day
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Friend
02:40
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Little brown bottle, can you help me tonight?
There’s this thing I don’t wanna go, but if you’re with me I might
Friend, friend, friend, you might cause the end
If I’m not careful
All these plans that I dream up they just drown out my thoughts
But if you had it your way you’d put me in a box
Friend, friend, friend, you might cause the end
If I’m not careful
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12. |
Sea Wall
01:58
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In my dreams I feel the tides pull at my feet
But the gentle breaking waves keep me asleep
I’m gonna build my wall, I’m gonna build my wall
I’m gonna build my wall, or it’ll kill them all
I know what they think about me isn’t wrong
But to save their lives I’ll take that on
I’m gonna build my wall, I’m gonna build my wall
I’m gonna build my wall, or it’ll kill them all
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13. |
Wise Mind
02:25
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Sometimes I get confused about what part is me and which is you
You’re what comes up from inside, and I’m the part that can decide
To see you if I’m looking
But looking is a hard thing
I can see two if I’m looking
With my wise mind
When I think the two are one, that’s when damage can be done
But I can see two if I’m looking
But looking is a hard thing
I can see two if I’m looking, with my wise mind
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